apathy.

1. absence or suppression of passion, emotion, or excitement.
2. lack of interest in or concern for things that others find moving or exciting.


this was recently was taking a hold of my life in a huge way but i got ahold of it and its gotten a lot better in the past weeks. is it just me? or does life get somewhat of a real bore when you don't have any plans or a schedule to stick by. i don't know if its because boredom is such a common feeling amongst everybody that i find it so interesting that boredom and apathy come hand in hand, well at least for me it does.i'm going to invest myself into a handful of activities and what not to see what really intrigues me so i can pursue it and indulge in the pleasure of learning brand new information and using it, especially because it's something i want to know more about.i need a schedule to stick to or at least write down 2 or 3 things i want to do by certain times in the day. i will make it. i will follow it. i will enjoy it. so should everybody else.