strongly hoping.

that things are looking up for me. optimist as always and it seems to always pull through.

we'll see.

good things are coming

..good things

heart broken.

wow.......... < / 3

what's worse is she has no idea, or doesn't seem to care.

not totally her fault anyways, i blame myself.

waiting on the world to change.

or really just myself and some of the people around me. i don't see how things can go from good and getting better to just complete shit in the blink of an eye! it's mind blowing. i find myself seriously debating on having my mind set back to just money and myself, things seemed more simple when i had no expectations of people and i just disappeared. i had walls before but they just got reinforced to the extreme! it'd be remarkable to see someone slip right through them. doubt that's gonna happen though.