Monday, August 24, 2009

strongly hoping.

that things are looking up for me. optimist as always and it seems to always pull through.
we'll see.

good things are coming
..good things

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

heart broken.

wow.......... < / 3
what's worse is she has no idea, or doesn't seem to care.
not totally her fault anyways, i blame myself.

Sunday, August 2, 2009

waiting on the world to change.

or really just myself and some of the people around me. i don't see how things can go from good and getting better to just complete shit in the blink of an eye! it's mind blowing. i find myself seriously debating on having my mind set back to just money and myself, things seemed more simple when i had no expectations of people and i just disappeared. i had walls before but they just got reinforced to the extreme! it'd be remarkable to see someone slip right through them. doubt that's gonna happen though.